May 2005

Club rules suck - Monday, May 02, 2005

It's amazing what ridiculous rules some clubs come up with these days. My last club had very simple rules: dresses only, and no drunk shit. Period. Today I called a list of clubs that I got from a friend, and most of them I just didn't like. Either they demand you work one Saturday a month, or they want you to list exactly what sexual acts you will or will not do. I don't want to work on a Saturday, and I want to discuss whatever the hell I feel like that night with my customer.

My friend told me to go and do escort then, so I could decide everything for myself, but honestly even after two years that still scares the shit out of me. I don't even know why, but somehow I need the 'safety' of a club to make me feel comfortable.

I'm thinking about giving it a try, if I really don't like it I can always quit. But one way or another I have to get some work, really. :)



An Introduction - Monday, May 02, 2005

Well, my first post here, so I might as well introduce myself first. I am Caytlin, a 20-year-old girl from the Netherlands. I started this diary because I want to share my experiences working as a club girl. I've been doing this work for about two years now, I quit in January this year to focus on my study and I'm now looking for another club to work in.

Why do I do this? I could give you a whole story on my lack of income, my messed childhood and all of that, but the truth is I just don't mind doing it. To me it is just another way to make money, pay the bills and save some up for the future. Don't get me wrong, I would never want my parents or boyfriend to know what I'm doing, but I don't think it is in any way wrong.

Other things I like to do is photographing, reading and wandering the streets of Amsterdam on a sunny day. :)

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